You know what really pisses me off? My entire being is a joke. It really is. No-one takes me seriously, no-one gets what it's like being me. I'm the one who cracks jokes and if I'm not at the lunch table -- it'll be dead silent. I'm not just a 'joker'. Not even close. Nothing I say is taken seriously by anyone. I can be like, 'I'm going to kill myself' and people would laugh. 'I hate you' They will laugh.
Yeah that's really fucking funny.
Okay that was my rant. I really don't have the energy to talk about my fandom and it'll probally just piss me off more.
I'm going to sleep.