nicole ([info]xoboshoexo) wrote,
@ 2004-06-03 21:28:00
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Current mood:depressed

Behind The Mask.
I'm just in a crappy mood all and all.

You know what really pisses me off? My entire being is a joke. It really is. No-one takes me seriously, no-one gets what it's like being me. I'm the one who cracks jokes and if I'm not at the lunch table -- it'll be dead silent. I'm not just a 'joker'. Not even close. Nothing I say is taken seriously by anyone. I can be like, 'I'm going to kill myself' and people would laugh. 'I hate you' They will laugh.

Yeah that's really fucking funny.

Okay that was my rant. I really don't have the energy to talk about my fandom and it'll probally just piss me off more.

I'm going to sleep.




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[info]clutterklutz
2004-06-03 06:50 pm UTC (link)
aw Nikki, I am so sorry to hear that you aren't doing so well :( Take care of yourself. We all love you!

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[info]xxdrugcandyxx
2004-06-03 07:13 pm UTC (link)
I take things you say seriously. At least I think I do. I may not, but if i don't, sorry. *shrugs* My friends never take me seriously either. They all think that nothing in my life can ever go wrong, and when i'm in a bad mood, it's funny to piss me off even more because NOTHING could be wrong with Bonnie. Nope!

*HUGS*

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[info]pixiedustseeker
2004-06-03 08:56 pm UTC (link)
I got told I am funny when I am mad...I guess it's not too bad that my arguments end in a laugh because apparantly my fluent Irish accent comes out, meh.

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[info]candylandgal
2004-06-04 01:55 pm UTC (link)
{{{{Hugs}}}}}

Keep believing in and sharing all of the wonderful shades of you, and don't let anybody reduce or take away from them.

I hope things are better today!
~m&m

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